new year's revolutions

......as drunk girl from SNL would say.


I feel like I am constantly making new resolutions for myself. do more of this, stop doing that, spend money on this, start loving these people, etc. no matter how many index cards I tape to my mirror, I disregard their presence. I constantly pray for more self-control. rather than waiting for it to come, i just need to find it, because I know it's here now. I almost started typing " I want" these things, but I need to say "I will".

I WILL make these things reality.

utilizing my time much better
walking more
saving money
less internet
more love